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2009-01-24T09:10:00.008+08:00

Hey, you dumb.
I rather you update than deleting this blog.
Look, if you delete, others still need to delete your name from the links.
So mafan.

You got to cheer up anyway.
Our life is filled with happiness.
And, you are not lonely at all.
You have your friends. (:
Okay, I'm being random right here.

You can update about anything.
Ah, Chinese New Year is coming.
Thats a good topic.
As promise, I'll change a blogskin.

And, you better update.
Let others understand more about your life.
Jiayou. Hehe.

You're a little taller than me.
But, I'm taller than ZheHuan. (:
Three cheers for that. Haha.

We will have another chalet after the O's alright?
After the prom night.
But, we will face money problem. :P
Okay, thats all I'm going to say here, I think.

Before I go,
HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR.

The random girl.

2008-12-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

my blog quite dead ehh..?hahas..
haiix..today very sad..
ryan n tricia gone to new zealand..will be dere fer a yr lehh..
very long lehh..tink i oso finish my O liao lOrhh..
dey some back will rmb me mahh..?siianz..
one year dey cann grow alot lehh..omg..
i miss ryan lahh..he very cute de lehh..and very clever..
tricia quite noisy lahh..
dey hug everyone before leaving but nva hug me lehh..
cos i not realli very close to dem..
but their presence makes big big diff lahh..!!sobz):
Omg..!!one year lehh..!!
haiix..miss dem lOts..):

2008-12-01T14:22:00.003+08:00

kOky(: retainee .zzz..hus the one always gay wif me..?
kOky(: clarice .yahh..had one..hiie..
kOky(: ♥ Apathy .thenx(:
kOky(: MONSTER .yahh..love dat pinky monster..miss it too..
kOky(: SIYING .aiya..nvm one lahh..when u wan change u tell me i gif u pass..
kOky(: MADEL .relacc..
kOky(: chunwei .hahas..steady lahh..thenx(:
kOky(: SIYING .updating..
kOky(: -SILING .updating..wan buy acash de mahh..contact me..onli left 10k

replied so many tagg siial..from lyk oct de..hahas..
hmmms..wanna post bout my LDC2..
so siianz n boring lOrhh..but den learnt smth..not dat bad..
the food oso not bad..but the last meal we had to feed each other..
onli stupid ppl took it so seriously..hahas..
got firedrill the 1st night..wth siial wait fer so long finally sleep..
den shout fire fire..siianz..
after den go sleep..due to firedrill bo 5bx..woo~
one thing the camp commandant say..very touching..
he teared while say it oso..
he say..
mother thersa go to a bakery..ask fer leftover bread fer her children..
the guy throw the bread on the floor n spit on her face..SPIT..!!
but mother theresa say..
the spit on my face was fer me..the bread was fer my children..
touching rite..dat stupid bastard..leftover lehh..still lyk dat..
not as if the bread he is still selling..
THE END
den finally..i graduated from LDC..!!woo..

now at home..so siianz..deciding wher to go..haiix..

2008-11-07T19:16:00.002+08:00

thenx fer sum of ur hu tagged even though no new post(:

wOohOo..jus came back from chalet tis morning..

feel so tired when leaving n wanted to get home..

but now i tink i miss it..

2008-08-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIQI!!!~~(:
today's qiqi's bdae..
i went to ahma's hse..
jus now den noe cos he was celebrating..
i teared when everyone was singing his bdae song..
i wonder why..
im felt so..i dunno..
nobody sings bdae song fer me..
lyk fer decades..
haiix..hes so fortunate..
dey got him a choco cake..
wif lots of choco n strawberrie..
not bad..quite nice..
i was so touched when ahma specially fried some fries fer me
becos of me..
she take out the big wuo..
pour oil..
pour fries..
not alot of fries..
onli about 1 or 2 serving..
she was cooking it lyk fer few mins..
den she go wash the big wuo..
its alot of work..
it was hot n crispy..
omg..she treats me better den my own family..?
i dunno..
she even bought a shirt fer me..
when she was shopping at causeway yest..
my parents dun buy shirt fer me..
i felt so warm at her hse..
she dun haf to..
she dun haf to be so gud towards me..
haiix..

hope mr wee nva go skol tml..

2008-08-17T17:28:00.003+08:00

Lkk:) Qingning .im growing fatter..u too long nva see me le.
Lkk:) MONSTER .hhas..yeahh..cheers(:
Lkk:) angeline .hello..cheers(:

Juliet
woo..national camp.im in division J fer juliet.
i hate it dere the 1st day..
hot sun.bugs.tired.
but now..i miss it.
i still wan to stay dere..
i miss the fun..
i miss the joy..
i miss everyting we did together..

haiix..i dunno wads wrong wif me..
im not the old me anymore..
i dun wan to go home..
i wan to stay outside..
if ur are goin out count me in too..
i feel so cold..so lonely..
lonliness is nothing during national camp..
everyones dere wif u..
haiix..dun feel lyk goin skol oso le..
i dunno why..i jus cant be bothered..
wad will happen to me..i dunno..
deres so much to catch up in skol..
thenx eileen fer helping me collect me stuffs(:
haiix..tml is monday.
straight 4 periods of d&t..
wad m i gonna do dere..
monday jus sucks so much..
after skol gonna meet yukesh fer sci..
omg..my sci suck too=x

2008-08-03T23:21:00.004+08:00

A hug when niid comfort
A hug when niid companion
A hug when niid care
A hug when niid concern
A hug when niid encouragement
A hug when niid love
A hug when niid someone dere fer u
A hug when niid to fix a broken heart
A hug when niid to cry
A hug when niid warmth
A hug when niid YOU

imu xhuggies

haiix..monday jus sucks.
happy early birthday william~!~!

2008-07-22T19:48:00.005+08:00

Lkk:) Ant .Tagg replied
Lkk:) Tian .woo..thenx(:
Lkk:) sIAo .hu are u..?how u noe i emo..?
Lkk:) alphafive .ya..very long..zzz hu are u..?

haiix..so suck.maple cant play..

why are u all leaving me..?
one by one..
did i do anything wrong..
tell me.so i could change..
please stay by my side..dun go..

huggies..

2008-07-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

walau ehh..tio apology letter nvm.but one day str tio 2..
zz..sibei siianz..
morning got from mdm kee..
nite got from ms mary..
ms mary call my hp siial..scary..i was watchin teeve at vincent hse lorhh..
haiix..gonna tell sir.ms soo.mrs tan.even call police..
haiix..pls dun be racist..is a crime..
things jus cant seem to be rite..
life jus sucks as always..
after toking to ms mary tok to zh..
wahh..1st time tok so long to him..lol..
hmwk haven do..slowly stacking..
lesson is class..i jus couldnt understand..
body was in class but my soul flew away..
haiix..im so tired..
nitez..

2008-06-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

wahh..so long nva update le..
must post tis..very impt..
Thanks to zhehuan.changhee.darrel.william.ant.jieda(buddies)
thenx fer everything in the holis..haf fun will ur!!! cheese(:
sorry i showed attitude to ch n ant today..
thenx to ch.ant.darrel.william fer accompanying me to the concert today.
although we left halfway n wasted money+time..apologies): so paiisehh):
so sorry..realli very guilty..
thenx to ch father fer bringing us to nus..even though hes busy businessman.
goin skol..bout few more hours..jiayOus to all~woots~
looking ferward to eoy..2mths holi..woo!!cheese(:hehes..

2008-05-17T07:43:00.000+08:00

woots..i did my 1st pull up yest(:

2008-05-10T16:34:00.002+08:00

mid year exams are finally over..not stressed at all..wanted to score well but jus dun wan to study..nvm..holidays are coming..shud i be happy?i dunno..sometimes..jus rather to go skol than being at home.alone.one mth holiday..isnt it a bit too long?

so tired..tired of tis life..sleeping jus isnt the cure..
i wan to but i wish the opposite..how?wad shud i do..
memories of the past..its beautiful..n painful..
no matter how fergetful one can be..these memories are unfergettable.
sometimes u realli wished dat dey nva happen before..
finally i noe how is it lyk to be lost..
many things are left undone..unspoken..

2008-04-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

haix..wtf siia..why do ppl break a relationship jus lyk breaking peanut shell? a relationship is so hard to come by lahh.it at least means something rite..? is it realli easy come easy go? wad is tis siia...so happy to see other ppl tgt.its sad to see ur break oso de lehh...

2008-04-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

hu m i? wad m i? how much do i worth?

If life could be better..

2008-04-12T20:05:00.003+08:00

today sucks..
stay at home rot..actualli goin out wif god sis de den morning she say go sweep tomb.after dat she got headache.den go eat..but i dun wan go.den when i call latere she sleeping cos tired.den the whole day jus sux.wanted to find someone to msg.to kill boredom..and not be alone in the damn house wif 4 walls.den..haix...
farhan wher are u?? i need a hug now..sobz..
its jus sux to be alone...

2008-04-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

thenx farhan fer the hug..hhas..not gay.but its realli comforting.

In life dere are so many things we shud do but we didnt..when we miss dem.den we regret..is not worthy.

vincent n i were singing at the bustop n on the bus..so cool..hhas..everyday take bus home.waste alot money lor..no money liao..sianz.

2008-03-23T13:03:00.001+08:00

zhihao? my classmate?
shiyun? which shiyun?
afk.hu are u..zzz

feelings are coming back to me again..haix.sucks.

be positive? wadever..zzz.

2008-03-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

My life is a big FAT joke.

mdm kee..ur getting on my nerves.

goin to ldc tml..haix.good luck fer me..

2008-02-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

yest went to sir James's house..watched i-robots.cool..the whole world is so high tech.every house has a robot..and everything is done by it.hhas..wish i had one..good one not a rebellious one.after the show..sir is goin out.no choice we gtg too..den sir John let us go his house!! yay!! its at yewtee..bought chicken rice dere to eat.his house has 3 tv.darrel bought his ps2.play on one tv.sir John's xbox.another tv.n one more fer tv programmes but no one seems interested..hhas.i didnt touch any of the consoles.cos i dunno how play..im NOOB): den sir.joel.sherman.me play breach/brigde/britch.wadever it is...get some of it.but still dun realli know how to play.hhas..den daidi.play 2..i won once!! yay!! cool..hhas..den went home bout 4++ cos sir n sherman goin other ppl to visit oso.den went home..so sianz.till nite..talk to 3 isabelles on the phone.i tink is cool lor..u call isabelle all 3 reply..hhas..quite blur dere.
today tuition was so cold..froze inside.hhas..not so serious lahh.den go eat.tian lost her way to te tuition center..HAHAHAS!!! it was easy lor..hhas..den teach her how go..hope next time she wont be lost.hhas..later goin isabelle house..yay!! hope fer ang bao.hehes..

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone(from the song)
THE END~

2008-02-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

so sianz..sick.running nose.the mucus cant stop flowing out..argh!! visited 3 houses today.my mother side ah ma.my father fren-carrot cake uncle.my godma house.so tired..yest 2+ am sleep den 10 wake up.yawn..now not sleepy lehh.haix..so boring.actually tonight wan go watch firework de.but no one wan to go wif me..today last day lehh.SanZ!! den at night carrot cake uncle come my house..hhas.talk n talk till 11 den go home.talked to kahmin on msn jus now..shes so high.hhas..n im so low.when will my life not sux? sianz..

change song..quite nice i tink.enjoy(:
THE END

2008-02-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!
isabelle Ang gave me a pink handphone strap dat she bought from npcc.hhas..thenx so much:) new year present ar?hhas..followed the northlanders to northland.felt so extra..but got johnathan go oso den okay lor..saw someone resemble ms mary so much.twins? dunno lehh.shes a thinner.ms mary is fat..hhas:X opps.when goin home saw janice coming in.she oso not northlanders..hhas.so cool eh? other skol de ppl go northland.lol..not very happy tis new year lehh..dunno why.haix.emo during new year eve..sit outside ntuc wait n wait till it close..den still dun wan go home.sms ppl..den till phone no batt no choice must go..haix.its jus lyk normal day to me..so bored.nth to do when im home..sick to face my sis.haix..found out dat my phone sux...argh! hope things will get better fer me..ate steamboat fer reunion dinner.quite okay..cos my father prepare de.den after dat watch tv..jus so boring.haix..wanted to shou sui n stay up the whole nite.but fell asleep while smsin siying.hhas..sorry.so tired..
N today i stay till so late..haix.morning wake up eat breakfast..my father cook de oso.cos my mum dun cook..hhas..my father cooking is jus so nice.ate 2 plate=p a bit too much? hhas..dun care.fat fat lor..after CNY den go on diet la.hhas..confirm will fat de lor..so slack.go my father side de grandma house onli.my red packet is onli so little..other ppl got so many.sianz..go dere eat steamboat oso.quite sick of it now..go home.eat diiner..feel so fat now.sianz..n my uncle gif me so much choco to bring home..thank u! im gonna be a pig soon..hhas.now nth to do so come n post.sianz..cny still got to do hmwk.sianz...

woots!~! happy!!
POA 19/20
E-Maths 24/25
hehes..

pls if u wan to know the fact ask dat jerk personally.dun come find me..wad i said is the fact..zzz.believe it anot its up to u..

relationship thingy is killing me..
THE END~

2008-02-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

tis whole week..quite a busy 1.everyday is lyk filled wif tests.onli thursday is free.haix..so boring.life in skol is killing me!! argh!! dunno why clairice is so not happy bout me wif claire.haix..make me dun dare to tok to claire anymore..sobz): feel so lonely at times.haix..tis week onli fri got aq training.wed dun haf cos CNY celebration wif GB and got to know melissa n elieen.hhas..glenn lim again..talk so much.but its a great experience i tink.ohh.celebration..the food.got yu sheng..claire say yusheng the kinship one.hhas..den got buffet.n 4 coman of drinks..wahh dats alot.hhas..dat day keeching teach me dat in BB we must haf initiative.den i went home wif qingning n william tag along..walk and walk.we tok bout steamboat.and food..ohh.ya..i tink i made a new fren in 3a3.kahmin..she calls me smurf.do i look lyk one? i dun tink so..hhas.she blur blur de.but cute(: on fri the aq training so slack.not fun at all.cos its raining..im looking ferward fer the 8 clix run.hhas..im crazy.wanted to train well and hope can run better den jiaowei hhas..he didnt come fer aq training.noob slacker.hhas..after the aq training.weiqi lick my hand!!wahh damn gross..puke!!den he lend me his mp3.listen n listen..inside got alvin n chipmunk songs.lol..made a new fren oso.victoria LEE.same as me..hhas.ms n mr LEE.im quite social now i tink.den walk to the s2 debaters..dey were discussing so seriously and i go dere lie on the table listen to weiqi mp3.hhas..im so extra.n isabelle ang is wearing a green watch rather den a pink one.so sad..she say she wan buy me a pink one.hhas..dunno if she realli will buy anot.den today..went to chinatown.nth to say..den come home.sleep..den my handphone spoil.zzz..lousy phone.later joel heng's spoil oso.hhas..omg.so sianz.wan to change phone again..haix.nokia phone poor quality.im sure dat next time i will change to sony den nokia!! new year coming!! but my house is still so empty.no food...n qingning is boasting about how much food she had in her house
hope can talk to claire again..
hope to know more bout victoria n kahmin.
hope all the test last week i pass wif flying colours.esp POA n math.
hope to know more frens..
hope to find someone i lyk..**so hard.
THE END.

2008-01-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) claire.hhas..am i?hhas..wad thingy? thenx fer smiling to me everyday.ur smile is so sweet(:
Lkk:) ant.i wher got att.if got oso learn from shuxin de lor..
Lkk:) qn.im imbecile..

love AQ training!! although its tough but i lyk it.i tink sumthing is wrong wif me.hhas..i tink next year den i join AQ bah.after training go tian n shuxin de party..wahh so far.so tiring..reach le wan drink water but all gasy drinks worst deres cola.omg..den siying so good go buy a can of lemon tea fer me.hhas..thank u(: oh.ya..and leonil is dere too!! long time no see..so fast got ur ic.so good..can watch nc 16.i oso wan!! eat the cake..den cos cant eat outside food in the tree park.den we go to the seletar reservior.but most of the ppl go le..onli left me 1 chinese boy.sad..but i dun feel left out(: siying is talking to me most of the time.den tok tok eat eat.till so late.omg..hhas.but haf fun.den coming back siying was carrying me bag she say shuang den u let her carry lor.but cant bear to see her carry so heavy.den we walk till outside opss.den dey all take bus i wake home..saw the chior n dance ppl.saw qingning but dunno wad happen shes lyk so pissed off.now okay le.tml haf parade..now my leg so tired.sianz..tired.

2008-01-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

it had been..5 mth+ ever since u call my name.omg..its the 1st time i hearing it today.it sound so sweet..n 5 mth of silence.finally we talked today..

tears well up in my eyes when i see yusheng n dinosaur..so sad.haixx..can feel how they feel.

2008-01-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

went skol so happy today..but came home so sad.haix..sianz.dun wan post bout today.post bout yest..yest was a pleasant day.after skol..saw isabelle.she came to my bench n we sit down together.den i get to know another isabelle which is wif the isabelle i know.the new isabelle is isabelle ang i tink.we were doing hmwk together..den im stuck at my stupid poa.omg..its realli hard sia.isabelle was stuck at her e-maths.hhas..a s1 student stuck at e-maths.hhas..so funny.den we chat alot..den claire join us after her softball.after den its getting late.n isabelles went home..den left me n claire onli.we tok bout some thingy..den when tian n qingning finish their dance and we go home together.nico was wif us oso..den we split up.left qingning claire n me.den walk till mrt station..den claire go buy green apple bubble tea wif milk.look disgusting but i dunno how it taste.den i saw janice omg..hhas.thought she had fergot bout me..but no.she rmb me!! hhas..so happy.wave n say hi..den she took mrt home.qingning bought me a lollipop from 7-11.coke..but i cant eat.sianz..den walk to the bus stop below qingning block.claire take bus home..my bus didnt come..walk home in the end.nice day huh..hhas.

i dunno wad to say..wad to do when ur around.why?could onli try to ferget bout ur presence n concentrate on my work..haix.

2008-01-14T16:04:00.000+08:00

today mr naufal nva come..den go hall.sit down dere nth to do..thank qingning fer the hotcake/pancake..u shud put more syrup den nice mah.put so little.not sweet enuf..when skol end.i thought i could see siying n tian but i didnt..so sad.sobz..shuxin say dey are decorating the classroom but both of dem are in diff class lehh.deco which classroom? lol..haix..didnt get to eat the kinder brueno.cos didnt see tian..den shuxin say she eat finish liao): saw qingning but she didnt see me..so didnt talk.wad a lousy day i had today..argh!

2008-01-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) siying.hhas..thank u(:
Lkk:) isabelle.hello..
Lkk:) claire.hhas..u rawr very cute.hehes.hello(:
Lkk:) zqa.i didnt know dat she was tokin bout me anyway..

this week so tired.a busy week..den today wake up 6+ den went skol at 7+ cos meeting tian at 7.30 she teaching me maths.shes so good..hhas.act we say meet in skol den meet at ch hse bus stop cos jus nice i walk den shes in the bus.den shes so patience wif me..yest even mr toh was lyk pissed off.haix..my maths realli sux.den bb start.den end..act im suppose to wait fer qingning but shes waiting fer me..lol.sorry to made u n tian wait.den go mac eat..saw the dance ppl.wahh.dey so good help me buy my food.den i 1st time tok to janice.woo..so happy!!hhas..tian is so tired dat she sleep in mac.haix..poor thing sia.not enuf sleep.end of post..dere nth more to post liao.

2008-01-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Life sux..dere nth better to say.im so lonely at home.wish dere would be someone to tok to..but dere isnt.on and off the com to see is dere any1 online to tok to..most of the time deres onli qingning.thank u..haix.i dunno wad to do..feel so emo.im not myself unless im wif my frens.im hiding..acting.i dun wan..i wan be myself.argh!! i wonder hows life gonna be wifout my frens..it would be more miserable.so bored..so lonely.my tv was taken from my room to my sis's.aww..i miss it so badly.pls do not take ur tv fer granted next time..its realli impt.i wanted to watch heroes..but no tv argh!! sobz..haix.tis few days of skol.dere nth good to say bout my class.bunch of jokers..dey joke i laugh.i miss 2a1..when we joke n we laugh together.im so emo in my class.so bored.although ant.gw.madel are same class wif me,i oso didnt tok to dem alot..dere nth to say.onli after when im wif siying n tian dey all im myself.im so happy..i do not need to act.do not need to hide myself anymore..i could be myelf.nth to say.nth to write..life is dead.

tian teach me eng words.
1) nefarious=extremely wicked
2) detrimental=harmful

2008-01-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

hhas..yest is new year eve!! so happy dat i got tian to countdown wif me..even though she is busy watching her drama.but thenx(: hehes..after dat siying oso wish me a happy new year.hhas..and more come to me.i onli had siying wif me the christmas..but new year dere is so many ppl.hhas..all say happy new year.i hope tis year will realli be a happy one..all of us will be in diff class le.sobz..i hope even though we are in diff class we could still be frens fereva.rmb to ask me out hor!! hehes..yest i oso read the msg hist of siying n tian..its has sentimental values.hhas..it was hilarious though.MEMORIES. feel so much lyk crying..haix.will definitely miss u all >< dun ferget bout me oso..pls.

and zqa..u too.i wont ferget bout u..thenx fer everything.because of u i went through alot of things.happy and sad..all kind of emotions.u let me know wad love can realli do.thank u(:

2007-12-31T02:08:00.000+08:00

dunno wads wrong today..juz felt something wrong.its lyk something is wrong wif me....

i dunno wads tis..when i got my new hp i wish dat dere will be ppl giving me thingy to hang on it.and now i got it..frm u(: thank u.its was from the exchange..i took so many at once and gif up the rest left the onli piece of white paper.haix..i had been tinking.tinking bout u..and alot.
Is tis divine plan or coincidence?

2007-12-29T01:46:00.000+08:00

Thank You Guyz..(: i enjoyed myself today(: U all juz rocks!!! even jieda..thenx fer the help(:

2007-12-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

Friday.wahh..i eat so much.bloated.felt lyk vomitting.spent so much money on one day sia..over $100.ond i received my 1st x'mas present.hhas..i wan more present =P hhas.
Sat.amazing G-race.so tired..waste my ez-link money.but tink is worth it.sianz..sherman make me do the most gross task.put my hand in 4 diff box to find key.to unlock myself n a teammate.1st box-worms.2nd box-frogs.3rd box-cricket or roaches not sure.4th-said to be centipede but its onli leaves and branches.haix..so gross.but i did it.hhas..not scare of all those liao.so suey..den at night reach the orchardvile eat the buffet.nice..den the dessert nearly make me puke.yucks..hhas.den reach home sleep.yay!! i love to sleep ><
Sun.go to amk>the big mac center..inside got vhive den go buy table n chair fer my room.after go amk hub buy shirt.no shirt to wear.hhas..so cheap.X'mas discount.and tml is x'mas eve liao..den i go my godma hse.saw a snoopy so cute.i hugged it the whole day.hhas..now so tired wan to sleep but i couldnt stop tinking.

2007-12-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) claire.why u call me koky?hhas..ya.so sad.we would..u mus ask me out hor.okay..i will if u come to me
Lkk:) tian.no u didnt.hhas..
Lkk:) zqa.some secrets no matter how hard u tried to bury dem dere will still be traces.

yest went to watch movie wif.siying.shuxin.tian.ch.william. we watch alvin and the chipmunks.hhas..so cute!! esp theodore.hehes..chubby chubby.have nightmare so poor thing..the movie very funny a bit sad oso..but the song dey sang was nice..den we go north point eat jap cuisine.$3.90..help tian buy and ferget to gif her back her change.hhas..den after dinner we go home liao..didnt talk alot to siying >< but able to spent time wif her im happy le.hope next time we go out again can talk more:)

haix..holi hmwk sux.still left quite alot but i dun wan to do lehh.so sianz.tml goin out wif jieda.from morning shud be the whole day.act the cartoons nowadays oso not very nice liao.last time still got jake long.powerpuff girls.but now haf danny phantom.den jackie chan de cartoon.however.im still asleep.hhas..haix.im tired.although everyday sleep about 12 hrs.dats alot rite?but most of the time in working hard in dreamland.so im still very tired.at night couldnt sleep till abt 2/3.the latest 5+..had been tinking alot.siying..u sleep early and wake up early.but i sleep late n wake up late.idling at home..on the com.msn but dere no one i could chat wif.dun wan to play games oso.wan to do hmwk but i cant concentrate.haix..

2007-12-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

If one's heart is numb..not onli he wont feel the pain.the sorrow.he oso wont be able to feel the happiness.

today..so early wake up.even though i slept at 4 plus yest.cos i saw ur msg tis morning..and i cant slp anymore.later on.song yu come my house..hhas.play dota. and lend him my booklist to photocopy.im sorry..song yu was here using the com not me.so i couldnt talk to u on msn.by the time he stop u were already offline..thenx fer the smile anyway:) den when pasamalam song yu buy burger..den i go help my father buy cake.today his birthday.juz finishing eating my piece of cake...

2007-12-15T03:37:00.001+08:00

Lkk:) zqa.welcome back.but why sick again...take care.hope u will get will soon.
Lkk:) madel.siying's rite..hhas.
Lkk:) william.it means crying and drinking beers..my eng sucks.but dat shud be okay.

The more the merrier or 0ne small group?
alot will say the more the merrier..but to me i tink one small group is better.cos..i tink when u go out wif alot ppl not all the ppl will get ur attention.those will be left emo at one corner..so sad.poor thing..but one small group is diff.in a small group no one will be left out.no one will be emo at one corner.no one will be sad.Yay!!hhas..so i still prefer one small group:) but i oso nva say the more the merrier is bad.so tiantian dun take tis to heart.

1st time sms tian till so late.hhas..but she fell asleep b4 me.so good today..house no electricity.but.but..jieda n ch go to amk wif me.eat.watch.play dere.so fun..so crap oso.hhas..but i lyk it.hhas...had fun.and enjoy ourselves..i hope?

2007-12-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

Irreplaceable
when some things are lost..dey are gone fereva.nothing can replace them.although most of the times we will be very happy if we got the new one.but some particular things are juz irreplaceable.the new one will not be able to replace the old one...

2007-12-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

Misunderstanding(Long Post Please Read)
its something dat most ppl have between each other.lyk husband and
wife.couples.misunderstood fer having affairs wif other ppl..or it may be real.
xperienced ppl will say go ask the him/her and find out the truth.its better den making the thing worst..break up or divorce fer such a small matter.its not worth it..a relationship its hard to have.wads more when ur guys are married and haf babies..
its a family.whole family will be affected.pls sit down and get the things rite..though the truth may be hurtful but it may be juz a misunderstanding.it may not turn out as bad as u tink..den u all can live happily ever after wif children.a family.however, if it realli does..but at least u know the truth.den if ur realli wan to divorce pls spare a thought fer the children.dey are innocent.if the marriage breaks wad will happen to dem? dey wont be as happy as the normal children.dey are lack of parental love.which is very impt to children..den dey can be considered half orphan? onli a little better..after tinking tis much.tink of the times u both.the husband and wife.had together..how u date.get married.even had the babies..times u both had together.its great rite?times when u both miss each other.if realli break up will u miss each other again?try forgive each other.talk things out..choices are urs.whether to divorce to break up or forgive and unite as a family.
fer couples.its the same..tink of the times ur had together.unless one of ur seriously love someone else more den let him/her go.even if he/she is wif u.his/her soul will be wif the others.but if juz misunderstanging..forgive and forget.stay happy wif ur loves one.once again(: though u all dun haf children and responsiblities but still tink twice before u act.break up can realli hurtful to the other party..
not xperienced ppl will stay dat way..fearing the worst.hurted.crying wif beers..but tis time.the xperienced ppl will come and say go find out the truth.cos dey are not xperienced.dey are scared.dey wont ask fer the truth.dey fear dat the truth may hurt the most.maybe even worst den wads now.no matter wad..face it.dun run away from problems.sometimes its not as bad as u tink(: den tell him/her dat wad u felt when ur keep in the dark.how scary it might be to lose u.sometimes after some misunderstandings ur relationship will get stronger.but it realli happens to be the bad one..find someone u can tok to.someone u trust.tell dem how u feel..cos when deres somebody to share ur sorrow.ur pain.u can feel a relieve..u wont feel so heavy in ur heart.ferget and get over it will realli be the best way den): haix..but still tink twice.or maybe u can try to win her heart(cos tis happen to the guyz more often) back.if not..deres realli nth much to tink of...the more u tink.the more pain u will feel.den u can be someone xperienced already!! Congratz!! hhas...lame.

sianz so late still haven sleep.tonite nv play maple.juz play dota.but still so noob.though nv feed but dun realli kill dat much.its so hard to lvl in maple now..dere no motivation to lvl.sianzz argh!! wadever i do its juz so boring!!! sleeping is the best!!so im goin to have some sleep now.nitez(:
Miss u guyz so Much.finally next week we can meet ya?hhas..looking ferward.

2007-12-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

felt so tired today...sleep almost the whole day.dun feel lyk mapling fer now.so come here to crite something.but dere isnt much to write about.holiday is juz so boring..eat.sleep.play maple.watch tv.and nth else..a pile of hmwk.but hu cares anw...zzz.
To my brain and heart>juz die..dun tink and dun feel

Love no nid any reason but more den thousands of reason needed not to love.

2007-12-08T21:56:00.001+08:00

wahh siying...so long le.finally u come.long time no see u online liao leh.why?cant use com? miss u dear:)

sianz.recently playing maple..alot of thing i dun do and dun care.today i had decide to appeal fer an a-maths class cos i tink a-maths is better den poa.even ppl in maple said poa is useless unless u wanted to be an accountant.den..madel de sis say poa needed fer buisness oso.but my god sis say dat a-maths is more impt.it can do engineering..however if i wan buisness or accountant.i can take poa next time.so at least i have a-maths foundation.the tuition uncle oso say..a-maths better fer engineering.or maybe is becos he wan me to take a-maths tuition.hhas..but thought of it.a-maths is still better..so appealing hope can in a-maths class.if cant den...poa lor.no choice ):

wahh go australia so good..hhas.

2007-12-03T10:58:00.000+08:00

haix..said dat i wanted to go out wif my family but i didnt.dey wanted go swimming which i dun lyk.we onli go eat breakfast together.den dey go swimming liao..yishun dun wan go go till yio chu kang.zzz.den i slowly drink my tea.den when i heading home.2 aunties were fighting!!cool man.2 aunties.hhas...vulgarities all come out.den one throw the cup of the kopitiam.wahh.so solid.so cool..hhas.now im home..nth to do..so sianz.most of my frens going oversea.cruise.so good.me leh? stay at home rot till die..>< sianzz.haix..tml dey all going sakura.but i not going..wanted to rot more at home.

2007-11-26T08:37:00.000+08:00

off to camp liao..later.gonna miss u'll so much.my bed.my hp.and my dear ones(:

2007-11-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

(: going BB camp till 29th nov.hope it will be fun..after the camp gonna get a crumpler.hhas..no bag to use recently so nv go out.i wan watch doreamon.enchanted and alot more.anyone wif me?? sianz..dun tink dere will be): go le..late le.nitezz

2007-11-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) zqa.ohh.hhas..wah!!Amazing!!

nth happened.

2007-11-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) william.no..i dun love u.sorry.
Lkk:) jieda.hhas...dats wad i wanted to say.
Lkk:) zqa.hhas..welcome back!!good to hear dat ur safe.but ur health..take care.rest more.no prob:) wahh.u came at 16.01 went off and came back at 18.13 to tag again :) thenx. im so touched.hhas.. =]

yestereday.
went swimming wif vincent..and found out dat i could swim.no cramps.hhas..stupid joel Ong.organise le nv go..stupid.made us wait fer so long..u good.u gonna get it.hhas..after the swim.wahh.so hungry and tired.went to 700+ dere eat.the chicken chop was nice.but..additional chilli sauce cost 10 cent each>< eyer...lucky i dun eat much chilli.oh..the chicken chop.it was realli nice.the sauce..the chop.but the bread is so oily.but i still eat cos im so hungry..reach home tired untill...lie on my bed and fell asleep.till my mother knock on the door so hard and woke me up.go help her open door.den eat dinner.

its good to be happy..hhas..i tell u if i miss u:)
Miss you..

2007-11-22T14:22:00.000+08:00

hhas...today im posting fer yesterday.cos yest i fergot.hhas..okay.today went to alot of places.wif jie da.hhas..oso he ask me to post de.okay.we went to bishan 1st..wanted to eat Mosburger but we dunno how much it cost and how to order.so..go long john.den walk around.see zinC bags..but we both decided to buy crumpler.sorry claire..den we go orchard.wah wah.it was BIG.rain a little but nvm.den we go paragon see crumpler..price went up le.>< sianz..ch buy so cheap.haix...den both of us decided to buy the same colour.i tink.hhas..jie da is buying today.i tink im buying next week.hhas.it cost a BOMB! it will bomb my poor little pocket wif little money inside oso.sobz..hope dat bag would last at least 2 years so dat i could earn back the money.after seeing crumpler..we went to see a piece of wood.fer table tennis bat.(: it cost more den a crumpler!!! hhas..cool isnt it?walked to takashimaya saw the big big christmas tree.so nice..lovely.den go see a shop call LV i tink.a small wallet cost $3000+ jie da say de.somemore outside must queue up to get in and deres security.specially onli fer the shop.wah..after all the seeing.go to causeway..buy mago juice.hhas.sweet untill..den go arcade jie da treat.play basketball.ee..i suck at it.jie da so pro..earn alot ticket.hhas..den play car. 1-1 the score hhas..okay.dats it.5++ le.late le..come back to khatib.jie da walk home i walk to take my new HANDPHONE!! hhas..yay!!happy.i tink dats my day le.no more...hhas.
By westside story.
in order to ferget..one must face it.overcome it.accept it.and let it go.
cool ya?its true i tink..

it had been 1 week..tink ur back from ur camp.i tink alot..i found out dat actually nothing much had change.i still dun talk to u.cant be wif u.just dat we are further away.hhas..i still love u.

2007-11-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) siying.u say can de lor..den got u into trouble oso nvm.hhas..
Lkk:) jieda.aiya..nvm.
Lkk:) zhehuan.?? wad bye bye?? u goin off??

walked home from my godma hse..the journey was long..lonely.saw the sky.it was dark yet the clouds are so bright.amazing..

times when im alone..dere nothing but u in my mind.why?? i dun wan to tink of it anymore.it hurts..but its always u.

2007-11-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) zqa.ferget bout it..nvm.juz lyk tian said.it may be better dat way..
Lkk:) tian.yupp:) im leaving..thenx.
Lkk:) madel.i nv say k550i is 3G rite...zzz.i say most of the cyber shot.MOST.zzz.
Lkk:) jieda.tot u say u nth to tag except be cheerful? wher isit?lol..

suay ah..suay ah..today.stay home no rain.once out of the door.wah..cats and dogs.hhas...suay ahh..walk till my spongey shoe wet..eek.the feeling is so disgusting..yuck.who call me so suay..went to watch calvin.claire's bro performance.hhas..same as me.a father..haix.being a father isnt easy...lols.overall i tink onli the light effect is nice.but..the performance oso not bad la.well done calvin!!hhas..den we went to eat.but i onli drink..on diet.lol..cos i eat b4 i go fer the concert.tian take chopstick so funny..try so long den can take a few strand of noodles.hhas..haix.wad fer must use the perfect method..anyhow use la.can eat and enjoy wad u eat can le.if not waste so much time..the soup oso dry liao.hhas...ohh.ya.very impt.once again i broke record.hhas...1119 msg.haix.abit happy leh..can use till so many.but..the $$ makes me sad.hhas...

2007-11-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

tis song is juz exactly how i feel..(just so u know)
Love is cruel(by siying) at 1st..i dun agree.but now..i tink its true.love is not cruel when both of them are together.dats love is happiness.but when dey are not.it is..even though alot say dat im happy when i see u happy.but is it the truth? is it true dat im happy when i see u happy wif the other guy? isit? i dun tink so..maybe a little.but most of it shud be jealousy and pain..hmm..and many said although we cant be together but at least we could be fren..can we? but after all this when we met the feeling inside shud be awkward.its hard to communicate lyk tis..how to be frens when deres no communication among us? how? is it the true dat we still could be frens?cherish the relationships between each other..its hard to come.but its easy to go..
its not so painful when im still far..but as u said.im near..maybe ur trying to make me happy by saying dat but the fact.it hurts more..its juz lyk my geog.49 its juz 1 more mark and i could pass..even if i fail, i got bout 30+ or less.it may not hurt so much..cos its realli far away..but when im so near.its painful inside..deep inside.at 1st when tian said it.i dun realli take it to heart..becos its always lyk dat.but when i know the truth myself..its whole different thing.and somemore when im near..its hard to say'nvm..its okay' anymore.cos i realli dun feel dat way..forgeting will feel better.maybe i shud try to ferget?but would it be easy? would i realli wan to forget..?

rest well and take care of urself when ur sick.hope u could enjoy urself during the camp..maybe i shudnt miss u anymore..but i..

2007-11-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

i go play basket ball today.yay..lol..lame.haix.had fun.very funny during the game.dats it.

miss u more as the day passes by..haix.realli hope to see u again..
Miss you..nitez.

2007-11-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

recently no mood to play basketball leh..dunno why.haix..after the chalet i lost my skill.isit?but b4 dat do i haf anything?nope. hhas..dunno.dun feel lyk playing..feel lyk sleeping more.i tink im getting more lazy nowadays..eating more and more.but less work out le.haix..later the size of long pants cant fit me anymore.hhas...some things cant control.haix..so long nv go out wif frens liao.sianz..my out means shopping.relaxing stuffs.not jobs and basketball.changing phone..but quite EX leh.w580i.but madel say price dropping.however..its still $200+ wif 2-yrs plan.hope it realli drop.hhas...Madel..most of the cyber-shots are 3G.juz see the pic in front n behind got cam means 3G liao.i tink its hard fer u to get a 2G sony phone.3.5G? hehes...

2007-11-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) zqa.sorry bout wad? wad happen dat day?
Lkk:) darrel.yupp.im going.slowly find lor..
Lkk:) shaun.y0z.thank u..btw qingning's present fer u is still wif me.i dunno how to gif u.

recently nothing to post about..

im so sorry dat i made u pissed off.im so scare yesterday nite when i sms u and deres no reply..im so worried.till tis afternoon.u finally reply me..felt more relieved now..thenx :)

2007-11-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

watched the game plan.interesting.touching..nearly cried.can realli get emotional.

Miss you..long to see u again.

2007-11-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) darrel.aiyo..i nv talk cos deres nothing fer me to talk about.
Lkk:) claire:D.quite alot la..understand why ar?take notes of the words.(:
Lkk:) frostspark.ohh..hhas.
Lkk:) Madel.aiyo..okay.next time when i tink of things to write about den i write lor.
Lkk:) shh! & madel.hu are u ar shh!..?hhas.haix..i dunno....
Lkk:) zqa.realli? thank u..juz tag even a smile is good enuf:) so dat i know u came.same here..i went to ur blog almost everyday.but i dun tag..i wrote wad i wanted to say here.

today so boring...so tired.felt so sick..juz wan to sleep.and when i was sleeping.den some crappy ones called!! (not refering aihwa) and say someone wan to meet me at mac.how could its be possible.somemore those dat called me are jokers..how to believe dem?haix..pls dun prank call me or i will juz throw away my phone.no la.jkjk :D i will definitly hang up even though i had free incoming calls.

was it realli u dat wanted to see me?hope it was..but its hard to believe the jokers.realli..i onli tink dat u may be dere.wif dem.but will u wan to see me?i dunno..
Miss you..

2007-11-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) zqa.hhas..finally.i could return ur tag..cos u tagged:)it had been a long time since u tagged.saw ur tag realli surprise me..hhas.felt so happy and a bit crazy(siying say one).last time u use ur name as 'u know who' but now u use 'zqa' although i know its u but now u made it even clearer dat its u.hhas..thenx fer tagging.or even coming..thank u ^^ i could understand because i felt dat way too..its juz the same fer me.No problem:) being behind dere fer u was the least dat i could do unless u realli needed me to be dere:) once again..Thank You!!
Miss you..

2007-11-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) -daRe raLL-.i very emo meh..nel is cute.
Lkk:) siying and madel.aiyo..relax dun be jealous.zqa is always haf de.den tian is exception:)
Lkk:) frostspark.which part? realli touching ar.hhas..
Lkk:) tian.>< not draw meh..u win 1 i win 1 leh.lets PK again next time.hhes.
Lkk:) jieda.jia you wad..
Lkk:) ant.oh..hello.

msg me and i will definitly reply..if u would to ask me out.i will go fer sure:)
Miss you..

2007-11-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

To tian
i realli had a great time wif u during the chalet.it change my tinking bout u.im sorry dat i had made u angry or pissed off by me.im realli sorry.forgive me pls.realli regretted wad i did to u last time.i will change de.thenx fer ur panadol on the 1st night.but den u left ur medicine at the chalet and nv bring home leh.u no need eat ar? and ur jacket.im wearing when im cold u dun mind hor? cos mine is washing.hahas..wad about our PK?whos the winner?hhas.hope to spent more time wif u some other time.sorry fer all the pang sey.esp the library one.sorry..i promise it would not happen again.next time if u ask me out i will definitly go.
To Zqa..
stop saying dat u are sorry.and dun feel guilty please..cos i felt bad too if i made u felt dat way.i realli dun blame u.im contented by the msg although u were using some1 else phone and i dunno hu was it.i know why u didnt talk to me.i understand.its hard..is not dat u dunno wad to say.is juz dat u dunno how to say it.when u are leaving..u stood beside me.and show me on the hp dat u are leaving.i smiled and waved goodbye.it was realli hard to see u go..i wanted to walk u out.but i dun dare to ask if i could.cos dere is alot ppl leaving too..(: maybe we will talk sometime later (: gonna miss u so much during the holidays><.nitez

2007-11-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

hhas..didnt blog once i came back form chalet cos was realli tired.so im posting now.hhas..
during the chalet.
alot things happen.to cut short..its FUN all we had!! hhas..if u wan to see the pics.pls go madel's blog to take a look at them ^^
thursday.
wahh.realli tired.hhas..wake up so earli to pack and prepare to check out fer chalet.after all those..went to chang hee hse to put all those thingy.cos dey belong to him.den claire and cheese goin fer movie den we join lor.hhas. light bulb? i dun tink so..cos claire and cheese.not an item.hehes..we watch stardust.love? i dunno..something bout love.hhas..but deres fight oso.quite cool.come home tired and sleep le.hhas..
today.
go gif out flyers..tot it might.MIGHT be an easy job.but it wasnt.it was so tiring.sobz.but fer some $$ to spent during the holis nvm! i will perserve.hhas..den when i reach home felt so sick..and cold.wore tians jacket XD cos she forget to bring home from the chalet.fell asleep.den wake up..all the food was tasteless.>< sad.all was prepared by my father.it muz be so delicious.den go out wif ch buy game.wa buy 3 game in a row..cool.go see some handphones..wa lau.realli wan to change mine.haix..but still got 1 more mth fer my contract to due.

2007-10-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday.
today was saturday..wake up early go fer bb.go home play basketball den come back home.nothing interesting happen till u smsed me.i felt great..thenx (:
Sunday.
im so stupid..im a dumb.nvm...ferget it.its my fault.its all my fault.
today..bought so many thingy fer the chalet.hhas.den invited dem over fer icecream..cos wan to finish the icecream.den go play basketball..play play.den go aihwa house.hhas..so good.eat egg drink tea.the egg hengky cook de...dunno wads dat call.three-quater boiled egg? hhas. looks lyk its hard boil but its soft.den the egg yolk was still watery..lol.hhas..cool man hengky.love ur egg..XD
sianz.now packing fer the chalet..haix.

2007-10-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

so busy today..tired argh!!
today is mr low last day..hes retiring.sad rite..but i dun feel anything.cause i dunno him well..all i noe is dat we lost a good principal and the new one dunno good not..haix.the farewell ceremoney today was so cool..the tribute to mr low was realli touching.den deres 8 different performance.from 1999 to 2007..so cool most of the pioneer/ex student came.the most funny is reeta..hhas.all of us laughed.den after everything went to tian tian fer donation but she run away!! >< den i wan to look fer qingning fer the donation and to return her her shade.den cant find her..haiz.. i go home..sms tian.den she ask me to go 871 to look fer her and siying den she donate.i went..fer the donation.den ask dem wad dey doing dere dey say waiting fer shuxin..den go chong pang celebrate holiday..zzz.asked me to join.but im in skol u leh..however i still go.hhas..cos even councilor oso go le i scare wad..hhas.den meet shuxin at northpoint de ocbc...not waiting fer her at blk 871 de meh...den go chong pang.celebration.but deres nothing much..onli siying so generous treat 'you tiao' den i buy soya milk..lyk dat full le.hhas..tian tian buy papaya juice say can from B change to C :P hhas..den go home..wait and wait finally 812 came...wah.is so long...two 800 had gone den it came.aiyo.. den i go my godma hse..to ask her help me alter my pants.go dere eat..den sleep.wake up eat again...how not to grow fat u tell me!!! haix.when u walk home..812 was in front but i still slowly walk.cos i noe i couldnt catch up wif it..so take the next 1 lor..den reach home 9+ le so tired..

today siying and tian stay behind..u went home alone? or dere is others..
i would..but i noe u dun care.and it doesnt concern me..but i realli would be dere fer u.

2007-10-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

hhas..today very happy!! very happy..happy.firstly..i wan to thank siying and arvinder fer gifing me dat.thank u!! i so happy dat i could keep it.okay..den i oso very happy cos i can jump higher to touch something i cant touch last time.amazing..hhas.the happiest thing is dat u replied my msg.hhas..thank u too.

tml is the last day of skol..will be missing u so much after tml.will we even meet again? talk again? (: hope so..

tml the last day of skol...miss u all my friend

2007-10-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

today very funny la...dun wan say so much.cos go madel blog read oso can.hhas...

u were not in class today..where r u?? miss u..onli 2 more days to see u in class..or maybe onli 1.cos friday may not be goin to class.i tink..

2 more days till the end of skol

2007-10-23T22:25:00.001+08:00

the x family is so sad..i could feel the sorrow.the song is oso...makes me tink of..haix.its a good show.hmm..maybe dats the onli thingy i wan to write about bah..hhas.

u looked so emo tis morning..r u okay? u rest ur head on the table.look so tired..rest more.

3 more days till the end of skol

2007-10-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

wanted to go gym but den sleep too late:P hhas..sorry tiantian pang sei u again.next time i wont.i promise..go eat seoul garden.cheap..and very full..hhasden go play basketball.eat too much so need waste more energy to digest.hhas..dats end of my day..hehes.

4 more days till the end of skol

2007-10-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

final lit play..so nervous even though is second time cos sec 1,2,3 all dere..wah..scary.hhas.haf fun in the process of stand-bying.(: den after dat..woots relieve.i was alone sitting down dere..zhe huan dey all ask me to leave but i wanted to stay.im not emo-ing.i juz dun wan to join the crowd and deres nothing fer me to say.den siying dey all come..check check.u came too..im glad.but i turned away.u sat in front of me.but i dun dare to face u..i tried to tok to siying dey all.den oh..finally chang hee came..den we go off le.its was raining..but i was wearing qingning's shade.protection.oh.ya..today i found out dat i may need to wear glasses le.no more perfect eyesight i tink.go home..on com.wanted to sleep..den off le so energetic.sianz..nothing to do den on com again.hhas..till night go play basketball..den aihwa angry wif ch cos of sum reasons dat i oso not very clear of.play and play till now..hhas.tired.den i go open the letter box.wah wah wah..sms break record..1060.wah.my 1st time..hehes.

haix.the end of the lit production..because of tis.we could talk to each other.now is the end of it...will we ever talk again??will u ask me to do anything again??wadever u wanted me to do i will try my best..next week onli 4 days of skol.onli 4 days.and it will be the end of sec 2..onli 4 days left to see u in class..

7 more days till the end of skol.

2007-10-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

tis few day so tired and watching videos..so dun haf any new post.haix.feel so down now..wanted to go seletar.but den the weather..sianzz.scare later rain den high tide..hhas.byebye le...

2007-10-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

haix..my result are worst den i expected.i tot i could done well..but...haix.im such a failure..haix.NVM wads done is done..no way i could retake and change my marks...i wish i had study more.so i could score higher...ARGH!!

i dunno u are toking to me when u asked me wads the problem..i realli dunno.till u said chey.im sorry..im so happy dat u talked to me.hhas..
u went home alone..wher is siying dey all?? why dey nv accompany u?wanted to go wif u but jane said dat gals will felt annoyed if the guyz dey dun lyk wan to go home wif dem..realli cant bare to see u so lonely.

2007-10-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

1 mark is realli important.
being drenched by the rain is realli relieving...

wad hurts me the most is the silence between us.
but ur concern realli made my day..(: it realli has been a long time ever since.

2007-10-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

hhas.today no nid go skol!!! but den qingning 10+ am still got me and ask whether nid to go skol not.lol..if nid how i answer the phone call??hhas.hhas.walk around causeway point wif parents..so boring...sianz.bought a new pair of slipper.$19.95 not cheap..lucky parent pay.
(: come home i sleep again hhas..sleep sleep and sleep is wad i do.hhas.after i woke up and den i realise dat it was my mother bdae.omg..i dunno.haix.got cake..but nva eat cos chang hee waiting fer me to play basketball.but ended up i waiting fer him..such a short distance oso nid to use his father MERCZ.i dunno how spell..hhas.play play den i sprain my ankle!!OUCH!!
): sad..now come home put (medical plaster) lol..still got mr goh's hmwk nva do..dun care la.tml den do hhas.haf quite a great day..i tink (:

2007-10-14T00:27:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya.

2007-10-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

Lkk:) claire.cos i tot u will like it..hehes.btw i tagged urs ^^
Lkk:) siying.okay lor den all jieda fault.
Lkk:) madel.zzz..wadever im not gonna steal.
Lkk:) jieda.are u okay?why put a sad face?cos of ur tutor?sack dat ** guy.
**dun wish to say anythingy dats vulgar...sianz

now..wanted to write about yesterday and the day before yesterday.
okay.start wif the day before yesterday..we go cycling..fun but very tiring.den we go play basketball chiong abit full court den sianz le.okay den reach home lie on bed sleep le.leg abit pain but right hand pain alot dunno why.
yesterday.went to the dentist..wah seh.scary..she say my teeths LOOK good look onli.but den all the food struck in my gums.so had it cleaned up.got blood but not alot den go eat chicky rice $2 not bad la..den go play basketball till about 1++ go home and bath den go out wif qingning dey all..i dunno whether if i got nothing to tok about or dun wan to tok.or maybe some other reasons..den dey wanted to cycle but it rains.wah $6 FLY away.hohoho..den i go home.lie on bed sleep again.felt so tired tis few days..but when i sleep i dream.den my sleeping time was used on dreaming so not much energy replenished.

2007-10-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Lkk(: jieda.siying spam spam la..good thingy can le.hehes
Lkk(: ant im updating now
Lkk(: qinging keep trying..i support u
Lkk(: gaowei zzz.im pure dun influence me ><
Lkk(: siying hhas.u had kill alot ppl rite?hhas..dunno my marks good anot yet.mus wait till result come back ^^.but i can assure u the ass book did help.

woots.today maths i could do most of it ^^ happy.after the maths we went straight to play basketball..hhas.haf fun wif dem.1st match me.jieda vs zhehuan.anthony we say match..but hu cares bout the score?hhas..kept on playing till we are tired.wanted to change team.we o-ya-bei-ya-som den still same team.zzz.3 pointers!! i scored hehes.49% skill 51% luck :) wait till william n darrel come den play 6v6 wif the other 6 TALL guys.so tall...i managed to score sum tyco ball den the rest is the teams skills.but we still lose cos dey are TALL and skillful too >.< after dat chiong home den go mac.eat chicky foldover..i tink.not bad la.hhas.wanted to study dnt but..aiya.dun care le den pang seh qingning down dere.im so sorry..den we go walk walk.den i go home sleep.haix dnt..shud not be more den a cake.go study now..but will fall aslp soon tink.tml.last paper..yay!!goin out after the paper den at 5 play basketball wif claire's bro..hope she will be dere too.hahas..

:( i miss u.i miss talking to u..it had been so long....

would u be dere.when u're gone.

2007-10-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

would u be dere when ur gone?when ur gone deres nothing left fer me.but when u're dere deres onli ur presence.i feel nothing from u..wad is tis feeling? am i forgeting u..?im juz trying not to tink bout u..u are much more of my concern den anything esle.i felt empty wifout u..deres nothing i wan to do.i juz wan u to be dere..by my side.so i could carry on..stuffing myself wif bitter chocolates.it bitters my heart even more..the bitterness..i nid the sweetness.and the onli thing dat will sweeten it may onli be u..so would u be dere? be there to sweeten my heart..be dere fer me?
(: wishful tinking of mine..i will always be dere even when im gone.

2007-10-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

walk to siying dere is so far...summore sun so big.so hot.on the way saw shuxin n zahin.ask shuxin fer directions den got to siying.got assesment book from her den walk around the area..it had changed so much..it had been months since i ever went dere.come home wanted to try the assesment book but den..sumhow i turn emo.so decided not to do.smsed qingning.actualli wan siying to tok bout the problems de..but i tink better not bah.fell aslp while sitting on the sofa wif my mp3..after awhile got up.felt abit okay le.den went to play basket ball.i shudnt chiong so much.chiong liao oso no use..den got blisters on both leg.so pain:( sobz..den go eat and come home..

memories of the past came into my mind.the happy ones which were realli the past.and the recent sad ones..i wanted to stop tinking bout u and study but i cant so i decided not to study anymore.u filled my whole mind nth can go in anymore..listen to some songs and dey got me into deeper thoughts.

2007-10-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Numb my heart so i dun feel anything.Are feelings dat easy to numb? hope so but tink not..or maybe its hard.if numbing feelings are so easy..why are dere heartbrokens one?but if its hard..why could people dun feel anything sumtimes?isit becus its already numb..dey are hurt so often dat the pain is nothing to dem? haix..i wan to be sum1 wif not feelings.no anger.no sorrow.no happiness..or maybe even no love..

2007-10-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

hmm..nth to do leh.i quit gamin..now prefer watching anime.now..no more claymore.no more devil may cry..bleach onli come out every week.so sianz...hope to haf more outdoor activities.(:
hehes..wanted to buy zinc bag.but i dun tink i haf enuf $$ yet.sianz..ppl buy nike.puma.addidas i buy zinc.hhas..im not cheapskate hor!! zinc oso every exp !!!

2007-10-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

haf fun during the friendly match :) hehes..but jie da got his leg sprained.sad.wif him can win faster i tink~hahas.nothing interest me tis few day...so i haf nth long to write about :( hhas 2 lines.haf exam.but dun realli wan to tok bout dem.

2007-10-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

:) no nid to be sorry..u can haf all the time u nid to heal.u are more important den anything else..

2007-10-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

sianz.lit may fail..if not oso juz pass.okay dun tok bout it le..nth to do so come type abit thingy.nothing interesting happen oso..after lit go eat den come home sleep le.zzz ltr den study geog bah...

2007-10-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

today.so happy dat u were passin my blk tis morning..walked to skol.but wif sum distance..hist paper..okay la most of the qns miss xu already gave the ans.the SEQ jie da told me and wad he said realli come out.quite happy cos noe how to do most of dem hhas.(: den zahin gif the dentist paper.sianz dentist..hate dem so much.dunno do wad thingy to out teeths n so pain oso.went home wif a gang of ppl..same few but felt so bad.will be better if it was wif u.felt so lonely..den went to selatar..not sure upper or lower.the breeze was cooling but the sun is hot.i sat down dere alone..emo-ing.my mind was empty onli u were in it..till madel came den started toking abit..but i still lyk the silence.den jie da came wif MAC woa..steady.slowly yan wen came.thenx guyz fer accompanyin me.

2007-09-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

i noe im not ur 100 marks but u are my 101 marks.(:

2007-09-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

who does ur 100 full marks belong to??

2007-09-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

i cant concentrate on anything..ur the onli one in my mind.i wanted u to be around but when ur dere i dunno wad to do..sumtimes i noe but i juz dun haf the courage to do it.

2007-09-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

long long nv post le...cos no time. lots lots of hmwk to complete. and now exams coming le.so..maybe till exam finish den i will post again.3 weeks time =] hhas..nth to write anyway.hhas life is as usual nth great happen.
erm...im very sorry.if i neglected u my frens.if my action or toking had make u feel unpleasant.im sorry.tell me so dat i could change...realli sorry fer wad i had done.especially zhe huan i tink..i tink we r futher n further apart.nvm can pull back de. hhas..frens fereva!!

:) today i gave u the 250+ stars i made.hope u lyk dem. im so happy dat u said thank u to me..im glad to hear dat :) love it when u tok to me..i wish dat we could tok more.

2007-09-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

i onli yesterday nv post.cos im chiongin hmwk and dat thing..onli yesterday.one post.den jie da and madel say i long time nva post...so now im postin.hhas
dun say bout yest juz say bout today ^^ wan to cut it short.i realise dat im very weak in sports.i pass the thing to opponent..i dunno wad happen to me.hhas im so dumb.in the mornin PE play frisbie.i pass to gao wei.haix..stupid me.lucky dey nva score if not im sorry to my teammates.den after skol bout 4+ when i take 812 wif nice n jane..i saw zhe huan wif my perfect eyesight hhas..nico dun believe tinks dat im kidding.im not!! den i join dem play play play.hhas FUN..den when we play match i oso pass to darrel..dam.im gettin blur n more blur.okay..now back to skol.during chinese.hhas..cheat so much.not me darrel and shuxin onli..i tried but i cant see anything form darrel's hand dam.tink fail..fail lor.50 times onli.den after skol stay back wif qingning,nico and jane.nico and jane dunno go wher den i and qingning go eat..she ask fer so much food den cannot eat finish gif me..den still go buy fishball summore.zzz.den we go do hmwk den the four of us..become another fantastic four? i tink..we walk to qingning hse in front den nico and jane take 812 wif me..dey say dey tourin the route of 812.eat finish nth to do..but we haf fun in the bus..hhas.but i tink is still quite long rite?hahhas

i tink so hard and finally.i gave dem to u..is so hard.yong ming dere.reeta dere.i was lyk so shy..but i still gif it to u cos i told u im gonna gif u the nite before.den after mother tongue i dun tink i could see u again so..i dun care i jus wan u to haf it.Thenx fer appreciating dem ^^ thank u

2007-09-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

so gud dat nicolette confess.and he noe le. after the confession..i felt abit happy fer her dat finally she told him.both of dem were lyk okay okay steady steady lyk dat.den i feel lyk..wa seh.so gud.wad bout me..haix.today even during mother tongue was quite quiet too.im tire.dun feel lyk listenin to teacher anymore.den after the whole lesson..miss zhang told zhe huan dat he is now the onli one crazy in class.last time use to haf alot.maybe i will join him to be crazy also sumday..hhas =] after skol i stayed back to finish my hmwk..cos i cant concentrate at home.finish le den take a nap..on the study area.lol..zzz realli tired.onli yong ming was dere when i woke up..den i could not slp anymore.resting my head on the table,i tink of u..den yong ming ask sum question..and i dunno how to answer dem.found out sumthing great!! my pot made during last year art club was sellin at leshoppe!!! cheap cheap $59.90...hhas buy if u all lyk it..hhas=]

i tot u went home after skol,but saw u outside the councillor room.y?i wave to reeta and go to 2nd floor to haf my water.den when i was walkin back..i didnt turn around though i wanted to alot..

2007-09-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

haix..now den got time to write sumthing.y everyday lesson is juz so boring??the onli thing i lyk is p.e the best.in class im so quiet..dere nth much fer me to tok about.maybe becos deres no1 to tok to..during the lifeskill mr goh let use slp after the survey.i tink i slept but wasnt sure bout it.im tired..very tired.haix tml 2 period of english and lit..the lesson was so lame in eng and lit was so...seeing mrs rupesh.back to today.after the nap in class and mr goh was gone, i walk around tokin..den all my buddies goin mac.i dun care i dun wan to feel lyk wanted to be alone.den i went to claire.take kiran's chair sit beside her..den tok abit..den kiran cut in.haiz if not maybe could cont.den she gtg ,she packed her bag and say gudbye.no ppl can tok le..
nicole and i tok alot bout relationship thingy today..den......nvm.

everytime u go,i nva say gudbye cos i couldnt bear to let u go...

2007-09-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

i noe..i noe hu u r.=] no nid to be so sorry bout it..it wasnt ur fault.not shifting to the right.gud dat u came again and left me sumthing tis time.thenx ^^

2007-09-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

okay..chiongin tis post fer siying to read.today.wake up bout 10++ morining cos i did sumthing till very late last nite.act wanted to slp more but arvinder keep sms bout the dam costume thingy..make my eye so big to read sms n cant slp anymore.summore wasted my 2 sms to tell her bout wad i wore and how i get those from..sicked.wanted to slp more!!
den i make my own milo.drink and drink den eat sum famous amos cookies.its nice but wif the milo it turns tasteless.sianx =[ when its time fer my tuition suddenly the nature call i stay in toilet fer more den 10 min..but the tuition late oso nvm larhh hu cares.XD
den den..madel chang hee come my hse do hmwk.onli madel do.i was makin sumthin.fer u.den chang hee watchin movie..lameshit.come here use free com.
den when i preparin to bath she smsed n say muz redo the portfolio.stunned.act wanted to chiong but since siying say tues den heck care hhas =p
felt so guilty bout sumthings..i shud haf delete the smes!! dumb me!! sry my frens..realli sry. ='[..sobx sorry la!! okay okay siying wan read so cut short le hhas..SHORT

2007-09-16T02:32:00.000+08:00

today not much to write i tink..cos nth much happen.found out dat i stole $2 from yan wen n ferget to return her..now the $2 lost muz fork out own $$ pay her.sianz next time dun anyhow take ppl money le:( its supposingly from madel fer her to help her buy sweets.i wanted to tag along oso but found out dat its at vivo and yan wen is goin wif her cousin..so decided not to go.tis afternoon go out and buy straws..fer drinking.jkjk(:dunno y buy so many.help madel buy oso but hers is chang hee pay de money..den come back slp abit den chiong finish the stupid keeper book..abit borin fer me leh dunno y reeta say its sad.

glad dat u came n haf a look..the most important thing dat u Read.especially those in pink..chose pink cos last time durin maths lesson u wanted pink to be in the sets so much.lol.u came but didnt left anything fer me ..y?

2007-09-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

haha!!finally todae got promoted.but onli 1 strip..dey all say might get 2x promotion.MY foot lah!!zzz.sianz others 2 strips le lor.if i noe BB was so fun i defintely join last year den i oso can haf 2 strips.But sumhow the happiness doesnt filled my heart..sorrow was still dere.its sumthing hard to be covered :( todae sir so gud gif every1 5 pumpin enuf le no nid check tis check dat :) bad things is dat todae end so late lor. if not can go sakae earlier
Sakae!!1st time goin out wif fren to sakae..using my own $$ oso.tot it woulb be $13.90 but it come out to be $17++ cos of the gst dunno y ppl wan gst..summore so high.but we realli enjoy ourselves dere..startin all so hungry say dat will comfirm eat alot but i tink onli chang hee eat the most plate lor..i onli haf 5 plate wif me hehes:) i tink i eat the least..but realli very full.O-I-SHI!!alot of cappy things happen dere..cant stop laughin.paid the money le den i went to toilet felt lyk vomittin so much..the food were abt to fill up to my throat.Zhe huan suggest to go play basket ball
den chang hee when back home to take his ball..den we play..so boring but its enuf fer us to digest all the sushi..cant stop laughin when wif dem playin lo.when restin durin the game..chang hee play a dam racist song lor.dun realli lyk it..den saw sum malay gals playin dere too..woa.gals oso play basketball sia..

saw dem..make me tinks of u again..u said dat cheesy sent claire home every day.i hope i could do the same to u oso

2007-09-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

Haix..today got back my report book.failed my eng..the most important subject.even though pass my maths dat i haf been failing..i tink dat english must pass de ma how can i fail..cos of dat 1st test of the term.i regretted so much.i shud haf study fer it more.Haiz..im alr feelin so sad bout failing my eng 48.0 however sum1 beside me fail 3 subject and eng was alot lower den mine but she could still play play..she say as if everyting is so easy.i realli wan to noe how could she be so happy no matter wad happen.things get worsen..when i found out dat CLAIRE so ang moh de chinese oso can win me..so sad:(lucky dnt haf the same mark if not no face.the rest i dun care cos i dunno.i feel dat im a failure..all so low marks..alot ppl wan to see my result.let dem see lor nth so great bout it..when i lend to siying u wanted to see too. Feelin abit happy dat ur curious bout my result(:
After all those listen to the song beautiful gal was nice..but once the song ends mr goh say alot things i dun lyk..about gifin up the whole forest fer the onli tree i lyk.but i tink hafin dat onli tree is gud enuf..

im so jealous by the people around me..dey can tok to u.i wanted too.but sumhow i dunno y i cant..i dun even dare to look at u at ur eyes.ur wavin from down dere toward the cr2 i wanted to wave back but i didnt..cos i tink dat the one u r saying gudbye is not me.

my 1st entry.

2007-09-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

tis is my 1st entry..
woohoo..my blog.dunno so happy fer wad.tis 1 madel make de.thenx her alotz(: deres alot more fer me to learn bout bloggin..is so hard.wad template wad crap wad codin..ARGH i dun understand.lucky deres madel dere to teach me so i will cont ask u alot of question.hhas hope u dun mind. i realli lyk tis skin alot thenx.